4.02.2010

it might be nice

"Are you out of your fuck'n mind?" Thank God, Ste had waited afterwards to discuss this little venture of his with Josh or well, there would not have been any fucking to begin with. Josh laid with him in bed. He certainly wasn't up for any female around. And honestly, he didn't think he was the type with kiddies. Being a so called uncle to Amy's kiddies was enough for him. After all, if there ever was a kid to have to tend to, it was Ste. Possibly, his screws needed to be tighten in that head of his. No way were they getting involved in some sort of surrogate thing to obtain a family.

"I'm just thinking out loud. It might be nice." Ste wouldn't shut up.

"No. No. Don't want to hear it. Housing is shit here, and we live above a pub, you know." Josh shook his head.

"Yeah, and..and Simon is doing just fine. Look at Kel and Col, they love it here." Ste reminded him as he drew his finger down Josh's shoulder.

"Yeah, well, they own the establishment and Simon got lucky to be their sidekick, you know." Josh found himself saying, even if he did still envy his ex, Simon, when he didn't really mean too.

"You know, you wanna." Ste grinned.

"No, I don't." Josh knew he was the grownup in this. Too many obligations. It would not be good to start, something like this, especially if it burned you in the process.

"Don't get so cynical." Ste pursed his lips.

"Do you even know what that means?" Josh highly doubted, but they made up. Josh hoped there would be no more talk about starting a family.

2 comments:

Syed (dapper kid) said...

I think it would be nice if they had a little family :)

meg said...

Josh needs to give it a chance.