But then he saw Fang down at the shops with his wife and kid. It really stung him, finally. He was a homewrecker. Funny, it just never hit him that he was that. It was all so splendid.
God, why hadn't he taken Simon back when he had a chance?
"When was that chance? Aye?" Ian told Josh he was fool, down at the Black Cat..just after he'd seen what Fang had to go home too. A pretty lass with a cute little tike.
"I feel fuck'n lost, all right." Could he just leave it at that? He couldn't help but feel his life was fucked cause thats all he was looking for lately, a good fuck. "Maybe its time for me to just leave this old town."
"Jesus, would you listen to yourself? You got a fantastic job. You really think you could just start over anywhere? These days?" Ian told him he better think again.
"But I don't want Ste back." It was the honest truth. And he knew he better stay the hell away from Fang, too.
"Man up, will you." Ian gave him a glare. Josh just scowled. What was that suppose to mean?